What is "Evil forces" and how to deal with this concept

after many years of studying the workings of the universe from every perspective possible, this is is one of the hardest conclusions I’ve had to come to: the universe is not merciful. it doesn’t give you a price for being kind or sacrificial, it doesn’t punish others for being “evil”. the universe is neutral, vibrational, energetic, geometrical, eternal, in constant expansion and most of all, it responds to laws that are unemotional, unsentimental.

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the concept of a pious universe that has great compassion for us is part of religious dogma and (some) new age spiritual doctrine, nice in theory but not an empowering posture, it actually promotes debility, victim-perpetuator-rescuer-martyr cycles and archetypes.

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the universe speaks frequencies and not melodrama.

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i resisted awakening to this with all my might as i liked to imagine the universe as a utopian kindness filled container where love prevailed and goodness was highly valued. 

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what i understand now is that the path of the God/Goddess is to make it so by choosing to bring the highest attributes we want to see in whole of creation to our day to day choices, molding cosmic and material reality as we act as filters to this neutral energy.

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the energy of love being one of highest and fastest vibrational frequencies is a great creative tool/filter and it is one we can choose over other energies. that is our choice.

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how we feel about the events in our life is also our choice, the universe stands neutral respecting our god power to choose♥️